[emi♡]

Originally Posted by Misa-chan

That's just another sign of your multi-faceted self, and I'm sure everyone is like this too. That aside, this album feels like you've really given it all out, without holding back.
"I'm really extremely multi-faceted, aren't I? There's a me who has realized everything and is thus cold and cynical, then there's a me who is really clueless and like a child. Sometimes, I feel as if my spirit has detached from my body and is watching from outside. In the past, I used to label them as "this is Hamasaki Ayumi, and this is the real ayu", as if to assure myself that I am "a normal person" inside. But I've come to realize that that was the wrong thinking, and that "each one of me is fine, because they are all me". However, creating this album made me afraid because I had to face the fact that all these me's are in fact just one person. I wished and believed that someone other than myself would come to understand me better than I could myself, and accept me. But in the end, I found that I could not share myself with others. It's not anybody's fault, nor is it that things were not going well, it's just that I could not change myself."

This so much.


Thanks to both of you~