Do we ACTUALLY know WHY Ayu does what she does??

[BlackSilence]

Um... Since I joined this forum back, um I noticed so much negative opinions on Ayu's releases. That I'm kinda getting an odd impression on her fans...I'm making this thread because i'm curious, and i hope everone can just be POLITE and don't start some crap up.

Seeing all the negativity, even tho we are all different and we have a right to have different oppinions and tastes and likes, kinda makes me sad. I'm pretty much sure that someone will tell me I'm just reading too much into things but maybe if we all would we could undertsand them better? and don't just judge the material based on the artists earlier works?

I see people on here saying they want this, or that, I even saw people literally directly tweeting to Ayu what they want and what she should stop doing because WE don't want it...Even I myself sometimes go "Ayu should release something rocky, I'm getting a little tired of the ballads"....But I never really felt like she's doing the wrong thing... I mean isn't being an artist especially someone who partly composes and writes lyrics, comes up with conceptions and all the creative stuff is all about what you felt creating it or what made you do this in THIS way.
Why before saying "we want this not that" fans think/ask what she felt about the music and the way she creates things? The people she’s working with (and why) to give new material and stuff like that?

I think there’s always a reason why artists chose that way instead of an other. And I'm sure it's not just the bussiness stuff and marketing. Maybe she simply feels she need this right now, maybe she feels comfortable with & in lots of trust for people she works with, maybe she's not in the mood for experimenting. I bet she's doing her best in whatever she tries to do. Some of fans need to be more tolerant towards her, let her live her human being and creative lives, after all, she's not a robot.
We all know that Ayu has gone through so much emotional things these couple of years especially this year. Maybe that's why she might be / was full of lyrical feelings which led her to chose sooooooo many ballads instead of cheerful up-beat songs.

On the other hand have you ever questioned yourself why you don't like it, and why there are so many things you don't like about her or her music now.
I mean If you don’t like it here will always be someone who will get into your place with “I like it”. If you don’t like it you always have an option to chose an other artist from thousands existing on this planet, maybe just take a break? If you don’t like it, maybe you changed and need new paths in music. Finally, maybe the artist had changed and you are no longer capable to understand them?And if you don’t understand them, it doesn’t mean they lost their talent, it just means they or maybe you grew into something new and at this point u have a choice - keep following their path or wish them good luck and moove on.

(the post might change slightly cuz I'm worried some people will be like "I didn't understand a thing" xD )