ayu uses the word "watashi" now more often than "ayu"

[ayu_ready?]

yeah, it was a ahabit of her which she ///ughhh, used (?) for a long time
but even in NTV report 2004 she didn't use it

she herself said that she won't refer to the past anymore in some of interviews of 2005-2006, that's why now in most songs she doesn't speak so often of her loneliness...she finally said goodbye to her past, and now she's free or smth like that...yeah