Ayu in My Life

[nikku76]

Originally Posted by alternarist

why this thread is bumped up again? first of all, i didnt even break down NOR cry. I know crying doesnt solve anything but which part of my freaking 1st post specifically said that i cried nor break down? WTF?

i definitely didnt expect so many people telling me what to do. Worst is that i have people telling me

1) I am getting over tragic over this. (since when)
2) ayu doesnt need PITY. (in the first place are you ayu? if not shuddup.)
3) talk about a freaking camel toe (i duno what that means. but sounds bad)

^ i will freaking remember the people who said the above. the worst phrase is point number 2. a mod in this forum doesnt mean u know a lot about her. yeah she probably doesnt need pity. But how do u noe? For all we might noe, ayu maybe crying.... ah lazy to argue with u.

my thread didnt meant to sound over tragic or whatever. If u guys are getting so agitated over what i wrote, by all means. I am not affected at all by whatever you guys said cos i am not here to seek attention nor to be liked by anyone here. I am here for ayu. and it is because i am here for ayu, i felt sad for her loss of hearing. I didnt said that i cried nor break down. You guys simply assumed it.

I jus wanna share the connection between my life and ayu. You guys jus spoiled everything. Thanks so much. If you guys (who dont feel sad at all) have nothing to share, then why are u here? You needa go back to where u belong.

And if anyone of u decides to hate me, pls do so cos i am not here to be liked by anyone. If u wanna befriend me, i am more than willing. If not, i wun care. I am just me. i gonna continuing posting in this forum unless i am banned.

Sweetie, you need to calm down. I don't blame you for being upset, but you can't let mean comments get to you. I completely understand what you were saying. And yes, I do think as someone who is a part of our lives, Ayu deserves our empathy and support. I think it's great that you feel so strongly for her. She is putting on a brave face and making the best of it but I think she would be glad to know that she has the support and prayers/good vibes of her fans, that we are feeling the same feelings as her (or as close as we can). And if you read the post above you, there are others sharing how Ayu has affected them (me!). So buck up, you do have friends here if you want one.

(And in case any of that was misunderstood, I totally support you in feeling sad or whatever it is you feel because they are YOUR emotions. No one should tell you to suppress them or change them. Sadness always eventually fades anyway, sometimes you just need to feel it to get through it.)