Is This True About A Best?

[KarenPang]

Originally Posted by wenren93

^ Avex is pressuring her i guess D:
poor ayu, always get controlled by Avex ;/

it's not just her , every artiste's like that if he/she is under a major record label

[GRACE]

Originally Posted by Lanz16

I've seen alterna many times and is it related to her career?
And I wonder if Ayu still has those hatred towards AVEX...

I believe she claims it isn't, but I really think it is.

Originally Posted by Aga-chan

ayu thought she could compose a tune occasionally. For example - like with "M" - when the proposed melodies don't fit her expectations/wishes/likes/whatever. As it is now. But it seems she was expected to compose. She was even crying while composing "NEVER EVER" and "Endless sorrow"...

Oh, I didn't know that o_o... Avex was really hard on her in those days, I wonder if she's still in that position...

[Aga-chan]

Originally Posted by GRACE

I didn't know Max told her to compose songs o_o... I only read that she started composing on M because none of the melodies her composers where making fit what she wanted for the song.

ayu thought she could compose a tune occasionally. For example - like with "M" - when the proposed melodies don't fit her expectations/wishes/likes/whatever. As it is now. But it seems she was expected to compose. She was even crying while composing "NEVER EVER" and "Endless sorrow"...

[Lanz16]

I've seen alterna many times and is it related to her career?
And I wonder if Ayu still has those hatred towards AVEX...

[wenren93]

^ Avex is pressuring her i guess D:
poor ayu, always get controlled by Avex ;/

[truehappiness]

But it seems she was expected to compose. She was even crying while composing "NEVER EVER" and "Endless sorrow"...

Eeeh? When was that? I don't remember reading anywhere that Ayu was "expected" to compose anything..

[Aga-chan]

^I can't remember where I got that from. lol Thought it was TIME Asia interview, but I guess it's not, because I couldn't find anything on it. I read so many different things, maybe I mixed something up? xD
And I didn't write that she was expected, but that it seems like it... So maybe I got it from an analysis?

[CatGirl]

Originally Posted by Aga-chan

^I can't remember where I got that from. lol Thought it was TIME Asia interview, but I guess it's not, because I couldn't find anything on it. I read so many different things, maybe I mixed something up? xD
And I didn't write that she was expected, but that it seems like it... So maybe I got it from an analysis?

No, I know where you got it from! xD I forgot the name of the article/interview, but Ayu was saying how Max said something along the lines of, "I thought you, who wrote lyrics, could also compose :/" and then she was saying how she was crying making the melodies to the songs you mentioned~

[minkAYuko]

^ you must be referring that she said no one expected anything from her so when max asked her to write her own lyrics sheshe tried it. Yes this is from the TIME interview.

[truehappiness]

She also mentioned it during ALL NIGHT NIPPON after ASFXX was released.

I was never told such a thing even by my parent. I met a person who expected Ayu for the first time and I was shocked very much. And I thought I would do my best, even if the man had made a wrong guess. And as the result of my deed, I managed to come here. I'm here now because I met Max Matsuura, and after that, the present manager and the people around me, that is, the present staff around me. I think I could never do that for myself. So I think White Usagi-chan will surely have such an important encounter. It may be tomorrow, it may be ten years later. And Ayu hopes you will not miss the chance.

[minkAYuko]

^ then why did you act all surprised?.

Yep, that talk is revealing.