The way only Ayu can make you feel...

[tehxiinae]

evolution ALWAYS excites great emotions and energy in me. i have a lot of memories with that song...

awesomely enough, evolution was also the first song i heard and cdl 0405 was the first concert i ever bought but i didn't get to see Ayu when i went to Japan last year D: *cries profusely*

you know, my boyfriend calls my love for Ayu fandom, and it really bothers me...
it's not fandom!
i have someone i look up to and take inspiration from. i have someone who gives me those feelings. i think it's a little more "real" than fandom...