Losing the "Ayu" feeling...

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Originally Posted by pommy408

i still feel that way, and it have been a year since discovering ayu...
i like to think of it as ayu was there to help me through my tough times, and no i don't feel as much cause i've learned to be a stronger person due to her lyrics, that feeling is something i will never forget, and nor do i want to experience those feelings, the way i look down on myself, wondering why do i exist, and ayu's songs have helped me through, i only hear music now, cause all those bad memories are replaced with happy ones~
do you kinda get what i'm saying?

yes! i get exactly what you're saying! i think of it that way, i just didn't really know how to put it into words.