Ayu's Twitter thread, part four

[kagami]

Haha, I don't see her coming here unfortunately.

[LizBrazil]

Originally Posted by emiko

You guys are not getting the point about Neme at all.

You really think she's attention seeking?



You guys are the ones who give her attention.

Nemesisyume does what she wants, when she wants, at whatever whim she has, and it has nothing to do with any of you. She couldn't care less about you, or any consequences to any of her actions.

That's Nemes. Think about it.

In any case, yes, you guys are acting like she killed a baby seal. And she didn't. She was just being herself.

I never said I was going to defend her, nor do I see her disposition as an excuse for her behavior.

I just said, it's not that big a deal.

But don't worry about it. The reaction was expected.

That's exactly the reason why I don't like her and removed her from my friends both on facebook and twitter. It was way back in March I think, when I was sick and she left me a message that hurted me. Maybe if I wasn't sick, I could have seen the humor in it, but I didn't find it amusing at all. I don't like people who don't think about the consequences of their words and actions towards other people. In real life there are consequences for what you say and do, even though there is freedom of speech (e.g. call your boss a racist and you're fired). But that's my opinion. I have a lot of AHS friends who are still friends with her and I don't care about that as long as I am not involved.

Originally Posted by crea_spain

look, I'll always say the same, I chose Ayumi and she chose me, whom was with me in London knows me and know as I am, you're not going to believe me but it was HERSELF who ask to Stan-chan to take our photo together, it was HERSELF who during first day using twitter call for my name asking wtf was I... (thanks aura & gigi for helping with this while I was sleeping xD)... it was HERSELF who call for my name in this MC or remembering me in Yahoo! interview... that's why I'll be eternally grateful to her, she did all this because she wanted to do it so I don't feel guilty or anything, it was her OWN decision and I think all of you should respect her decision.

1. I've never spammed her, when I've something to say I'll send her about 1 or 2 tweets by day, you will never see me sending some repeated tweet, I respect people who does so but I don't like spam.

2. I remember that night, you're right, I was upset with avex (not with her) when she said could not come to Spain, I was feeling down because really was waiting to see Ayumi in my country in less than one week... can you understand my frustration? I have never disrespected her, I just sent her ONE tweet trying to know what was the reason why could not come here because she said me that really wanted to come here... now we all know what was the reason (shooting PV's and recording songs in LA) => that was supposed to be done before a-nation but... yes, I went mad blaming avex for changing the plans. Many people was happy when said that would not come to Spain, that made me feel even sadder, but hey, I'll never give up, Spain loves her and she loves our country so I know surely some day will come...

3. day after I apologize her for blaming avex through TA message and also twitter. I know was wrong, everyone makes mistakes and I regret a lot of that reaction.

I know there are people that hates me, that will not change, also know there are many more people loves me, what I call my real friends, I know who they are... everyone of us have our own lives, focus on enjoying Ayumi, enjoy her music, I can't do anything, as all of you I also love her so much and you can be sure I'll be grateful to her ALWAYS for everything she has done for me, she knows it.

I remember Stan-chan saying Ayu wanted us to give her gifts or letters ourselves, because she likes to remember (the face of) who gave it to her. And it's true, when I gave her something in London, she looked at what I gave her and then looked at me for a second before moving on to other fans. Because there were many fans and she had to hurry, we couldn't talk. When Jorge, Gigi, Aura (and Jaro & his girlfriend, but they aren't Spanish) were there, there was only them and Ayu could actually ask them questions and talk to them. Don't you think it was something special for both the fans as for Ayu? I'm always happy if one of my friends gets a reply from Ayu, it makes me just as happy as I would receive one from her. I remember people were also jealous with tasking (and sent her awful messages), because she got 3 replies from Ayu in one or two days. Tasking left twitter for a while, because she was sick of those awful messages. Isn't that just pathetic? Be happy Ayu created a twitter, so she could talk to us. And don't be jealous if someone receives more tweets from Ayu than you did, because that's just pathetic. You have to believe that one day she will reply to you and then it will happen. I said this to a friend and a week later she got a reply from Ayu

[agashi]

oh..looool stop talking about neme again please...it already old fashioned topic to talk about...neme already send apologize to ayu,,.its clear!

[ExodusUK]

She probably couldn't come to Spain due to safety/security concerns

[crea_spain]

^ haha what do you mean with this? do you think Spain is a dangerous country or what? we're "still" in Europe xD
she could not come here because had to go to LA to shooting PVs and recording songs but surely she'll come some day...

[ren0210989]

@nippon :forlmao about the Godsaki thing xD
@SSA: i never said it to anyone directly, so don't take it that way.
@Chelsea: we'll talk about it if you want when we oovoo again, it's easier, things get easily misunderstood by internet posts
@andrenekoi: i agree on your posts
@jorge: with your post you're making it sound like i've said something that i haven't. seriously man, i'm happy for you, i was never jealous, and we all know for a fact that she herself did all she did, i never said you made her do anything. you guys just connected when you met in london and that's great.

[AyUmIXx]

*haishh*
Ayu is only ONE PERSON in this planet..and she is unable to PLEASE everyone!
OMG.. *POOR AYU*
and to be honest, dear Jorgepan, I'M SOOOOOOOOOOOO JEALOUS OF YOU GUYS...THE SPANISH FANS..BUT i know that nothing i can do... because yeahh you're the ones who got to meet Ayu~~ and have like special moment with her...since, when she was in London, we all know that she DOESN'T have so much fans there...so I think she felt secure to talk to the fans, talking to the fans and taking photos.. so yeaaa I always think that Caucasian fans in my view, are always the LUCKIEST EVER,.. (In Ayu's fandom though, or asian idols fandoms)

BUT, please be grateful ENOUGH of what you have received from Ayu and remember that NOT EVERYONE can be like you because it's really a very RARE experience to ANYONE to be THAT close to Ayu~~

so honestly, when our dear, Jorgepan, sorry i have to say this...remember that I tweeted to you for asking you to calm down or something when you were mad about ayu not going to spain..I forgot already, actually i was kinda angry because..i thought like.."goshh this person, why he couldn't be grateful for anything he has received? Ayu has talked to him, has mentioned his name during the tour's MC, and even gave him DVD....so what now? whining to Ayu/avex for not letting her to come?"

So... Jorgepan, I really like our friendship, you're so sweet and kind to all the fans in your tweets... and I'm so happy that I could meet you and we chat pretty often..haha.. and I feel like I'm lucky enough to get to know you who are already sort of friend with Ayu, it's pretty much a miracle to me...and I'm grateful enough, I think XDDD

Sooooo!! Jorgepan, I really wish that you also could be so grateful for what Ayu has done to you....and you shouldn't be so sad, because Ayu remembers you so much... if Ayu ever did that to ME..i donno how i'm gonna feel... seriously.. I've been grateful enough that she replied my tweets twice when she first started twitter...

Sorry for the longgggggg postt, Jorgepannnnn! haha XDD

[C+R+E+AYUMI]

Originally Posted by ExodusUK

She probably couldn't come to Spain due to safety/security concerns

ah ah why?? this is funny XD

everybody's scared by the Barcelona's Rambla LOL



anyway if she came to Spain would be fabolous..1 hour flight far, i can improve my spanish, see ayu and enjoy la fiesta..i should begin to join and beg ayu to come to spain too

[ExodusUK]

Originally Posted by crea_spain

^ haha what do you mean with this? do you think Spain is a dangerous country or what? we're "still" in Europe xD
she could not come here because had to go to LA to shooting PVs and recording songs but surely she'll come some day...

The rambla, it's too busy n chaotic. Someone could attack her

[crea_spain]

^ my gosh, are you talking seriously? XDDDD

ok if so, Ayu come to Madrid!!! haha

[Mai82Go]

Originally Posted by crea_spain

btw, she loves Germany, just watch "rainy day" PV

That was fake-Germany and you know it.

I don't really care if Ayu loves Germany, hates Germany or will ever come to Germany. She's been to Paris and London, I don't think she has Germany as her priority. When Ayu was in London in January I was thinking of going there, or even when she was in Paris in 2008. But in the end I decided against it. I also didn't send her any tweets yet. I don't have to have her connect with me on a personal level, I don't have to have her know that I exist. So I'm not jealous of the spanish fans, why should I be? I wouldn't even know what to say if I ever met her. I'm happy with liking her and her music from afar. But everybodys different and if people need Ayu to answer their tweets to make them feel better so be it.

Originally Posted by LizBrazil

We all know Ayu isn't a racist at all. Sweet season and Microphone PV's show people of different races. I was actually touched when I watched Sweet Season PV and saw children from different races, because it means that Ayu thinks that everyone is equal in life.
I don't think Ayu will close her twitter though. I think, just like ohsixthirty said, that Ayu thought she was feeling sad, because she received a tweet like that before (Do you love Spanish fans more than me?). She probably didn't saw Mia's former tweets about her being a racist.

I don't really get how that reply connects to what I posted. I never believed Ayu was racist, and never said anyone believed that either. When I backpacked around the world a few years ago you wouldn't believe what people said to me - only because I'm German. I just don't see this as funny, it is a serious, hurtful thing. But there are a lot of posts from people that already wrote everything that had to be said. Just one more thing:

Originally Posted by MemorialAddress08

@Ren what you're saying... idk. I just can't say I agree. I mean, the people who were mad at her when she did it and have now forgiven her since she apologized... how is that fake? Isn't it the stronger, more mature thing to do to forgive her and just forget about it all, rather than just stay mad & ****?

Exactly. I don't see how it is fake? I couldn't care less about Nemesisyume, but she apologized when she was wrong - even if she didn't mean it. (I don't know if she did and it doesn't matter) And I won't write about that anymore, either and I think this is the really mature thing to do, so I don't understand why this is fake?

I just don't want Ayu to close her twitter. And it has nothing to do with thinking about Ayu as a weak person. If she only get stupid tweets, maybe she stops bothering. Granted I don't know what the japanese are writing to her, that stuff might be even worse. Anyway I don't even think she will continue to use twitter like this forever. Twitter is a webtrend that is very big in Japan, atm. In a few years people will probably don't even remember all the hype about it anymore.

[C+R+E+AYUMI]

Originally Posted by crea_spain

^ my gosh, are you talking seriously? XDDDD

ok if so, Ayu come to Madrid!!! haha

LOL i'd like to return to Malaga too, what do you think of a southern vacation?

[asmAyumi1992]

Originally Posted by AyUmIXx

*haishh*
Ayu is only ONE PERSON in this planet..and she is unable to PLEASE everyone!
OMG.. *POOR AYU*
and to be honest, dear Jorgepan, I'M SOOOOOOOOOOOO JEALOUS OF YOU GUYS...THE SPANISH FANS..BUT i know that nothing i can do... because yeahh you're the ones who got to meet Ayu~~ and have like special moment with her...since, when she was in London, we all know that she DOESN'T have so much fans there...so I think she felt secure to talk to the fans, talking to the fans and taking photos.. so yeaaa I always think that Caucasian fans in my view, are always the LUCKIEST EVER,.. (In Ayu's fandom though, or asian idols fandoms)

BUT, please be grateful ENOUGH of what you have received from Ayu and remember that NOT EVERYONE can be like you because it's really a very RARE experience to ANYONE to be THAT close to Ayu~~

so honestly, when our dear, Jorgepan, sorry i have to say this...remember that I tweeted to you for asking you to calm down or something when you were mad about ayu not going to spain..I forgot already, actually i was kinda angry because..i thought like.."goshh this person, why he couldn't be grateful for anything he has received? Ayu has talked to him, has mentioned his name during the tour's MC, and even gave him DVD....so what now? whining to Ayu/avex for not letting her to come?"

So... Jorgepan, I really like our friendship, you're so sweet and kind to all the fans in your tweets... and I'm so happy that I could meet you and we chat pretty often..haha.. and I feel like I'm lucky enough to get to know you who are already sort of friend with Ayu, it's pretty much a miracle to me...and I'm grateful enough, I think XDDD

Sooooo!! Jorgepan, I really wish that you also could be so grateful for what Ayu has done to you....and you shouldn't be so sad, because Ayu remembers you so much... if Ayu ever did that to ME..i donno how i'm gonna feel... seriously.. I've been grateful enough that she replied my tweets twice when she first started twitter...

Sorry for the longgggggg postt, Jorgepannnnn! haha XDD

Every single words here are 100% agree by me

Dear Jorge, I'm jealous for what have u got from Ayu but I still love our relationship. Peace

[TheBaronAndAyu]

Originally Posted by emiko

meh whatever, this is like so yesterdays news, im tired of talking about it lol

This.

emiko, you are just awesome.

[Andrenekoi]

Well.. She obviously sees Jorge as the spokeperson for her Western fans, in the end of the day, she had more time to talk to him, met him in London and he went to her tour after that... So, it's natural she remembers him, talks to him and naturally, cares for him (if she didn't, she would talk to some other person).

Am I jealous? A little bit But hey! I never went to her concerts, I never met her in person, I didn't bother trying twitting to her (I don't even know what to say to her)... So, it's not like I could be angry at him or hate him... He put effort into it, I didn't...

And people should get over the Spain T-shirt... Spain was the World Cup winner, she was watching the games... So, obviously, she was wearing they t-shirt... IMO this doesn't mean she has some bigger supernatural love for Spain, even if she sees some spanish fans as friends cuz she met them in person anyway^^

@crea_spain I wish u keep making people around here jealous!

[joshohhhhh]

this is the most childish drama i've ever witnessed. lol

[*-_Ayu-fan_-*]

........................ is there a new post from ayu on twitter?

[crea_spain]

Originally Posted by C+R+E+AYUMI

LOL i'd like to return to Malaga too, what do you think of a southern vacation?

did you know what the most famous recording studios in all Spain are located in Marbella, Malaga?

Originally Posted by Andrenekoi

She obviously sees Jorge as the spokeperson for her Western fans

haha you guys make me smile, i love AHS

[AyUmIXx]

crea_spain, Oh I hope Jorge doesn't mad at me wahaha lol~
I'm just being honest..but I've already get over it though

we all should be happy enough that we can at least see her tweeting to keep us updated of what she's been doing in her daily activities..i think that's already GREAT enough
it's much better than she doesn't have twitter~

we should be grateful enough about it too

[crea_spain]

^ Lenypan you know even if now you're a married woman I love you always