Ayu's Twitter thread, part four

[ohsixthirty]

wait...so ayumi wears the red bracelet for her deceased friend? is this the friend that untitled ~for her~ is written about? and did she confirm this on twitter???

[truehappiness]

Bacchi was a friend she talked about a while back.

http://www.gaijinkanpai.com/main-pag...7-10-2009.html

It was a pretty big deal, though I don't think we knew about it until the one year anniversary since she hadn't blogged much until early 2009.

I think his story inspired RED LINE ~for TA~ since the chorus for the song comes from an entry about him.

[asmAyumi1992]

Originally Posted by maikaru

Perfectaringu♪RT @mado_2222: @ayu_19980408 Ayu~ Are you feeling well?? (Physically?)

Thanks XD

@truehappiness, I read them before, she's so sweet with her real life friends.

[AyUmIXx]

Originally Posted by truehappiness

Bacchi was a friend she talked about a while back.

http://www.gaijinkanpai.com/main-pag...7-10-2009.html

It was a pretty big deal, though I don't think we knew about it until the one year anniversary since she hadn't blogged much until early 2009.

I think his story inspired RED LINE ~for TA~ since the chorus for the song comes from an entry about him.

thanks for sharing the link to the TA entry again..
wow that's so sweet of Ayu to talk about her best friends on TA..and share with us...

so both of her best friends already leaving her? T__T
i remember there was one a female friend.. the one who appeared in Friend PV or what song, i forgot already~

[TheBaronAndAyu]

It's quite sad to hear about Bacchi. He seemed like a true friend to Ayu.
I feel so sorry for Ayu, I mean she has to perform today.
Then again, I'm sure she'll put on a brave face and perform anyway. She's a little trooper she is

[AyUmIXx]

does anybody have pictures of both of ayu's friends?

[Bad Wolf]

oh god i'm crying just burst into tears flat out crying, reading those entries.

But to everyone in TA who comes here, it wasn't painful. If there's someone out there who wants to escape, who wants to throw it all away, how about thinking of it this way.
The today that YOU feel like you want to abandon is the tomorrow that someone elsewhere didn't give up on.
The today that YOU feel has defeated you is the tomorrow that someone elsewhere fought to defeat.
Keep in mind, these are just my thoughts, so I couldn't tell you if they're correct or incorrect.
But I know this for sure. You are not alone. There's no reason to be afraid. Because I'm here.
Even if all you want is to give up, I'm not letting go of your hand.
And even if all you want is to give up, I'm confident that with courage, you can fix whatever's happened.

SOBBING ;___; Oh Ayu.

[Mirrorcle Monster]

She's the Goddess

[Misa-chan]

She's on Twitter now replying with lots of heart-wrenching tweets... T_T

ayana_0402: ayu-chan, my deepest impression today was of you looking up all the time when you sang the last song.
ayu_19980408: I was singing to the sky, to the other side of the sky...

She must miss her friend Bacchi lots still.

The today that YOU feel like you want to abandon is the tomorrow that someone elsewhere didn't give up on.
The today that YOU feel has defeated you is the tomorrow that someone elsewhere fought to defeat.

Some of the most incredibly wise words I have ever heard. That woman is truly amazing.

[Mirrorcle Monster]

Originally Posted by Misa-chan

She's on Twitter now replying with lots of heart-wrenching tweets... T_T

ayana_0402: ayu-chan, my deepest impression today was of you looking up all the time when you sang the last song.
ayu_19980408: I was singing to the sky, to the other side of the sky...

She must miss her friend Bacchi lots still.

OMG Ayu is so great and deep..

[maikaru]

I wonder if anyone caught the tweet today/yesterday where she posted a picture of Aki-chan and AAA's Urata Naoya?? She said that she was gonna go on a day trip somewhere with the three of them, so now I am thinking that the three of them went to Korea together. But now that Twitter tweet has been deleted... why??

[asmAyumi1992]

^Perhaps the secret have been revealed without permission?

[ohsixthirty]

I saw that picture but had no idea who the people in it were until after.

[truehappiness]

http://twitpic.com/2wx23p

Isn't this the tweet...?

[AyUmIXx]

Ayu went to Korea for a only a day? woah!
maybe the tweet is deleted because some korean fans caught her on camera LOL~
oops~~ The tweet is not deleted then~~

i read that matsuura max even tweeted apology that he couldn't attend the JYJ (Tohoshinki) showcase in korea, and he was represented by Ayu~

[freedreamer]

The today that YOU feel like you want to abandon is the tomorrow that someone elsewhere didn't give up on.
The today that YOU feel has defeated you is the tomorrow that someone elsewhere fought to defeat.

isnt that similar to RED LINE's lyrics? regardless, its some of the most powerful words i've ever heard. never had this perspective.

Originally Posted by AyUmIXx

i read that matsuura max even tweeted apology that he couldn't attend the JYJ (Tohoshinki) showcase in korea, and he was represented by Ayu~

Hha..im sure even if Max could go, Ayu would want to follow him as well..

[AyUmIXx]

^ hahaha yeaa maybe.. She's a big fan of the boys!
And I wonder if she really going back to Japan today or not...

[asmAyumi1992]

So, now she's in Korea??

[crea_spain]

Originally Posted by AyUmIXx

i read that matsuura max even tweeted apology that he couldn't attend the JYJ (Tohoshinki) showcase in korea, and he was represented by Ayu~

i read that avex broke the deal with JYJ one month ago (???)