Do we ACTUALLY know WHY Ayu does what she does??

[love in music]

I know ayu does what she does to get her emotions out, but it's also to please the fans so when you see a lot of fans aren't pleased it is kind of sad. Yeah it'd be great if we all could enjoy her music together all the time but it just won't happen in any fandom. But with this fandom specifically I get tired of reading "this is the best song ever" or "this is the worst release ever". It's always those two opposites and not a lot of detail. I just prefer to read detailed posts to understand how people came to the conclusion a song "sucks" or a song doesn't. It's why I don't read so much of this forum anymore. It's kind of like reading youtube comments.