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Old 20th August 2006, 12:45 PM
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Do you feel like Ayu watches you?

When i'm in my room now, since i have a poster of her on my wall, nice and big to, it feels like she's watching me, and i don't feel like it can slip up. She's like keeping an eye on me, and i feel like i'm not alone in my room when i'm getting dressed....
Anyone ever get that feeling with anything with her picture on it?
Or maybe i'm just crazy...
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Why can’t I just foster my emotions
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Old 20th August 2006, 01:00 PM
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yes!! i recently got my blue bird poster and it's stuck on my bedroom wall so when every i lie down i always see Ayu! and i just tihnk to myself "Ayu stop looking at me please..." and sometimes when i'm like studying i look at the poster and Ayu says to me "study hard!!"
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Old 20th August 2006, 02:02 PM
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yes!! i recently got my blue bird poster and it's stuck on my bedroom wall so when every i lie down i always see Ayu! and i just tihnk to myself "Ayu stop looking at me please..." and sometimes when i'm like studying i look at the poster and Ayu says to me "study hard!!"
YES THATS EXACLY THE SAME WITH MEEE!

Im lying on my bed doing things and then there she is staring at me going O.O
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Old 20th August 2006, 03:56 PM
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^ lol, i think your the one who's staring at her >_>
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Old 20th August 2006, 04:11 PM
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^ lol, i think your the one who's staring at her >_>
Nope, im usually staring at my "How to draw" books and drawing
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Old 20th August 2006, 04:15 PM
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i believe that it's not only ayu in the posters look at us..
any kind of pics will be like they're looking at us everytime we go anywhere..
and it's kinda scary too..
it feels like their eyes are following you around..
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Old 20th August 2006, 04:52 PM
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I rem having a my story poster on my wall, the first day when the poster was up on the wall, i felt like it was watching my every move. I took it down and replace it with blue bird. I tot the blue bird one wasn't as scary...
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Old 20th August 2006, 05:17 PM
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I kind of have a similar experience when listening to music of deceased artists. It only started after my favorite singer Aaliyah died. Now, I really get uncomfortable listening to the music of people who have passed on. I can't even listen to the Beatles without getting that eerie feeling, even though two of the members are still alive.
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Old 20th August 2006, 05:26 PM
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Um.. my current sig is all I need XD
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Old 20th August 2006, 07:30 PM
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Big pictures of anyone kind of creep me out for that reason, especially if it focuses on their face, like a lot of Ayu posters I've seen. My computer desktop is a hockey player laughing during a practice, and sometimes it's like '...stop laughing at me!' =P

I think something like INSPIRE would be a really creepy poster to have.
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Old 20th August 2006, 07:57 PM
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^omg it totally woudl be, i'd be like, "Dont' scracth me!!" With those long nails. XD

It's really scary to have them staring at you, I have a poster of Ayu in her Duty outfit(album cover one, different pose) and she's like looking at me and it's like she's hunting me...I even began arguing like, "what are you lookin at??!!" It's real strange...
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For all the words unspoken
I keep to myself because I’m selfish
I don’t speak to you because I think you’re selfish
Can’t there be an easier way?

My mind trespasses a vacant heart
But it soon learns of the orphan of secrets
Held inside
Why can’t I just foster my emotions
Like you had
Like all of you had?

In the stormy season
We often admire the rain
Why is it so admirable?
What’s so blissful about crying skies?
Nothing’s blissful about running mascaras
And gasping orbs of emotion
Smeared liner of depression
Drenched cheeks with forged smiles

The colder it is
The warmer we truly feel, right?
So can’t you just accept the secrets
And put away the selfish mindset
Because I can’t do the same thing.

-Yume (ME!! i wrote it!! lalala...)
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Old 20th August 2006, 08:45 PM
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Yes I long for that feeling...need to get me my first poster...perhaps BLUE BIRD
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Old 20th August 2006, 09:00 PM
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It happens with most posters/photos where someone is looking directly at the camera - trying to put the reason why you are uncomfortable out of your mind helps you get used to it and you don't think about it.
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Old 20th August 2006, 09:30 PM
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Just look her back in the eye and smile .
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Old 20th August 2006, 09:34 PM
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No. I used to have an Ayu poster but I took it down to put up my Narnia one. For some reason I'm not afraid of giant pictures of people.

...Unless it's the Mona Lisa.
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Old 20th August 2006, 09:40 PM
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^Or that surrealistic screaming lady on the bridge. I forget what it's called.
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Old 20th August 2006, 09:43 PM
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I dont have any Ayu posters so I dont know the feeling, I think I would get creeped out having a poster for the forgiveness single though.

I always thought that picture was creepy
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Old 20th August 2006, 11:44 PM
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jajaja, amusing thread

I don't have posters of artists. But, when I go to the bathroom, there's always some magazines in there jajajaja, and while reading it, I think "ugh, these people in the magazine are watching me!" uncomfortable to say the least
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Old 21st August 2006, 12:00 AM
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I have a hugh phobia about these things. If there is a cd (doesnt matter) and theres a face shot of the artist right beside my bed and I'm about to sleep, I have to turn it over. If theres a book with a person staring at me I turn it over. Sometimes I get so freaked out, I take down all my posters, but then put it back up the next day in the morning. When I'm to exhuasted though, I dont bother taking it down.
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Old 21st August 2006, 12:50 AM
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I feel that way sometimes too. Mostly it's when I'm listening to her music and it seems like she's singing with me or for me, like she's been watching me and understands whats happening in my life. Yeah, it's weird...
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