Trauma

[masa]

A happy face today, a sad face today
A weak self yesterday, maybe a strong self tomorrow
Who do you show them to? Who can I show them to?

Time is sometimes so cruel
But the present is made by the cruelty

I seek companionship, because the momentary feeling released
Excels the fear to come before long

I've not even noticed a flower swaying at my feet
Passed them by, and I can't face a mirror

A happy face today, a sad face today
The wound healed yesterday, the wound opened deeply today
Who do you show them to? Who can I show them to?

The sanity and insanity given to me alone
Both exists, I negate neither

Futile things, overflowed things and useless things
I choose them without hesitation so that I can be myself

I have always decided the standard of happiness by my own measure

A happy face today, a sad face today
If the wound healed yesterday has opened today
Who can you show it to? I want to show it to the person




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Edited by AHS Staff
masa's site

[Ryoko]

kyou no ureshikatta kao kyou no kanashikatta kao
kinou yowakatta jibun to ashita kitto tsuyoi jibun to
anata nara dare ni miseteru watashi nara dare ni misereba ii

jikan nante mono wa totemo toki to shite zankoku de
demo sono zankokusa yue ni ima ga tsukurarete

hito o motome yamanai no wa isshun no kaihou ga
yagate otozureru kyoufu ni katteiru kara

ashimoto de yureteiru hana ni sae kidzukanai mama de
toorisugitekita watashi wa kagami ni mukaenaku natteiru

kyou no ureshikatta kao kyou no kanashikatta kao
kinou iyasareta kizu to kyou fukaku hiraita kizu o
anata nara dare ni miseteru watashi nara dare ni misereba ii

ataerareta jibun dake no shouki to kyouki ga atte
sono dochira mo hitei sezu ni sonzai suru nara

muda na mono afureteshimatta mono yakudatanai mono mo
mayowazu ni erabu yo sou watashi ga watashi de aru tame ni ne

shiawase no kijun wa itsu mo jibun no monosashi de kimetekita kara

kyou no ureshikatta kao kyou no kanashikatta kao
kinou iyasareta kizu ga kyou hirakidashita to shite mo
anata nara dare ni misereru watashi nara ano hito ni misetai