until that Day...

[masa]

I can't yet end up, I can't stop
I've always got it over in such a way, haven't I?
uh- lalala...
uh uh-

If I throw it out and turn my back
It's rude to the tears I shed at that time, isn't it?
uh- lalala...
uh uh-

You see? I don't care at all
Whenever and however I may sell this body by the piece
But I never give over my heart alone to anyone else

You see? There sometimes are the days
When I think until when and for what purpose
I just have to keep on going forward this way
But because you are watching me ...

It's not so simple, I don't care even if I look laughable
It's uninteresting to live only for myself
uh- lalala...
uh uh-

Hey, that person thinks as if he knew everything about me
Just after we smiled and talked a little together
A big mistake

Hey, the reason of this smile and the meaning of this word can't be understood
Because I don't even want to make them understood
It can't be helped
Indeed, no one knows about real me
More than you

You see? If I run out of this place some day
I'm sure they will wave their arms
With satisfied looks

You see? If I run out of this place some day
I'm sure they will nod quietly
With satisfied looks

I ask you for keeping on watching me
Until that day ...





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Edited by AHS Staff
Discussion/Thanks:
http://www.ahsforum.com/forum/showthread.php?t=52448

[Ryoko]

mada mada owaranai tomatterarenai
itsu datte sou yatte norikoetekita n ja nai?
uh- lalala...
uh uh-

nagedashichattara se o muketara
ano toki nagashita namida ni shitsurei ja nai?
uh- lalala...
uh uh-

nee konna karada nante itsu datte dou ni datte
kiriuri shite kamawanai dakedo kokoro dake wa
hoka no dare ni mono akewatasenai

nee tokidoki itsu made nan no tame ni kou yatte
tada me ni susumitsudzukenakya naranai no kana
nante omou hi mo aru ni wa aru kedo
anata ga mitetekureru kara

sonna ni tanjun ja nai kokkei de mo ii
jibun no tame dake ni ikiru nante tsumaranai
uh - lalala...
uh uh-

nee chotto hohoende kotoba o kawashita dake
sonna n de maru de subete wakatta you na ki ni
natteru soko no hito ooki na machigai

nee kono egao no wake nee kono kotoba no imi
tsutawatteru wake nai da tte tsutaetai to mo
owomawanai kara shikata no nai koto
sou anata ijou ni wa dare mo shiranai
hontou no watashi o

nee moshi mo itsu no hi ka watashi ga kono basho o
tobidashite tta toki ni wa manzoku sou na kao
shite kitto ookiku te o futteru wa

nee moshi mo itsu no hi ka watashi ga kono basho o
tobidashite tta toki ni wa manzoku sou na kao
shite kitto shizuka ni unazuiteru wa

anata wa mimamotteite ne
itsuka no sono hi made...

[AHS Staff]

まだまだ終われない　止まってられない
いつだってそうやって乗りこえて来たんじゃない?
uh- lalala…
uh uh-

投げ出しちゃったら　背を向けたら
あの時流した涙に失礼じゃない?
uh- lalala…
uh uh-

ねえこんな体なんて　いつだってどうにだって
切り売りしてかまわない　だけど心だけは
他の誰にも　明け渡さない

ねえ時々いつまで　何のためにこうやって
ただ前に進み続けなきゃならないのかな
なんて思う日も　あるにはあるけど
あなたが見ててくれるから

そんなに単純じゃない　滑稽でもいい
自分のためだけに生きるなんてつまらない
uh- lalala…
uh uh-

ねえちょっと微笑んで　言葉を交わしただけ
そんなんでまるで全て　わかったような気に
なってるそこの人　大きな間違い

ねえこの笑顔の理由(わけ)　ねえこの言葉の意味
伝わってるわけない　だって伝えたいとも
思わないから　仕方のない事
そうあなた以上には誰も　知らない
本当の　私を

ねえもしもいつの日か　私がこの場所を
飛び出してった時には　満足そうな顔
してきっと大きく　手を振ってるわ

ねえもしもいつの日か　私がこの場所を
飛び出してった時には　満足そうな顔
してきっと静かに　頷いてるわ

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