Party Queen album thoughts II

[attractive nausea]

Received it yesterday, and have listened to the whole album nine times so far. I was really confused at first listen, i didn't know whether i was disappointed because i was expecting something better or idk, i felt this way till the next LOVE started, from the first seconds this song made me go all omgyesyesyesyes, and same for Eyes, Smoke, Magic. Seriously those two are perfect, and i don't even love jazz usually haha. In the end i thought people have been overreacting about Timmy singing in the songs, i love his rapping in NaNaNa (one of my fav songs btw omg this song is beyond perfection) and his chant in Return Road. So right after i listened to the album again and still didn't know what to think about it. And then i listened to it again and i suddenly realized its awesomeness. But there is still something ~bothering~ me, the reminds me~Return Road~Tell me why part makes me feel so depressed, i really love the songs but listening to them makes my chest hurt, they sound so harsh, bitter, painful, ew ): The only songs i feel like skipping are call and Letter, i like them but to me they are quite Last Links ~episode II~ (especially call) so yeah i have to be in a certain mood to really enjoy them. I like taskebab and a cup of tea even though they are not her best interludes, serenade in A minor is pretty boring in my opinion. I cried while watching how beautiful you are pv, which surely means a lot since i'm not the kind of person who cries often anymore. I hope i won't end up hating this album due to overplaying though~